Frustrations March 27, 2007

My friend asked me what my frustrations were and surprisingly, I have a lot! Oh well. I got a surge of inspiration and got to thinking of acting on these frustrations but so far, 3 days after - nada.

I’m a frustrated:

• dancer - I was a cheerdancer before, waaaay before. My sister took up hiphop/break dancing classes last year; I kinda wanted to try it out - obviously, I didn’t.
• drawer - ?! haha I don’t know how you call it — sketcher? painter? I want to know and learn how to draw. I’m left-handed; and you know what they say about left-handed people being artistic and all, I think I’m the only exception. I have so many ideas, pictures, landscapes, clothes in my head that I want to draw but I really can’t. I want to know how to draw/paint in watercolors, oil, charcoal, etc. I want to paint potraites of people. I want to know how to draw a person’s face.
• singer - yes, I can sing. I can hold my own in a videoke gimik night out but I really want to sing. I want to go jamming with bands during concerts - yep, that kind of singing. A friend’s cousin had a birthday benefit concert and the proceeds went to this charity, I want to do that someday. Haha yah right, this friend’s cousin is in stage plays and can really sing!
• writer - I like reading romance novels; fiction even. And sometimes I want to so much write my own material but I know I won’t be able to convey the story that I really want or I feel that I won’t be able to really let out what I feel or how I want the story to turn out. I guess I’ll forever be a reader.
• debater - I just thought of this now, yes, I want to become one! Haha or at least just try it out once but when you ask me what topic I want to debate, the sad thing is, I don’t know.
• whistler - another what the?! but my gosh, for the life of me, I can’t whistle! S.O. was trying to teach me last Saturday and I just got dizzy! Oh well.
• photographer - I have my handy dandy digicam but I want to try taking pictures using those kick ass, uberly high priced cameras. I want to take potraits. I want to take pictures of people and try to capture their emotion on film. I do what I can though, with the afore-mentioned digicam.

I just noticed that I do have a lot of frustrations. I also noticed that I can do something about some of them. It’s just that there’s this one itty bitty thing called TIME that’s kinda hard to come by these days. There’s just not enough of it.