Pfft September 20, 2007

I’m getting frustrated. When I’m reading other people’s blogs I get so inspired that I get all these thoughts in my head of things that I want to share & blog about. Then just now, after clicking in “New Post” and after setting up my font & font size my mind suddenly goes blank and I can’t think of a single thing to write about. I just discovered a new blog - the writer is a stay at home mom in Texas with a little 3 year old girl. She had a post about Connie Talbot (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Connie_Talbot and http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=En0A8KGMgq8 - this 2nd link is her first time to sing in Britain’s Got Talent; & this 3rd link is Connie singing in the finals http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hkcE6Vy-e6c&NR=1) - I got goosebumps watching & listening to her sing. She brought me to tears! She was just so sweet & innocent and she made me feel at peace, even for just 3 minutes, and she made me feel that there’s not a hint of war, famine & violence in the world. Oh well, that’s just me.

SO and I were having our cigarette break early this morning at work and I caressed his face, I just stroked it with my pointer & middle finger and he gave me this look like “what was that about?!”; then I told him I miss you that’s all. I felt kinda bad. Is it my fault that I miss him everyday? Now, I got to thinking, if he thinks the idea is absurd (since we see each other everyday - for short periods only, though) should I be worried? Because I want someone to miss ME everyday also! So if we get married - obviously, we’d be living together already, wouldn’t he miss me? At all?!