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CSI Hotties March 6, 2008

Filed under: Crush, Review, TV — eternally pink @ 3:19 pm

I am sooo addicted to CSI. Be it CSI, CSI: NY or CSI: Miami. I can watch reruns over and over and over again! Haha ;) I’ve been meaning to buy the DVD sets since season 1 but every time BF and I drop by one of the dibidi places I don’t have enough cash with me, ngek, I’d rather wait until I have money & buy the complete set than just buy one and be bitin. Every Sunday on AXN they show 3 episodes back to back (umm, to back..) - one episode each (CSI, NY & Miami). It starts at 12nn up to 3pm then it has replays at night which starts at 9pm up to 12nn then there’s another one at around 3am, not really sure on this though. Then there’s this new channel on Sky Cable called Foxcrime that shows reruns of old CSI episodes everyday! But it starts at 3pm and I have to be asleep by then but sometimes I stay up late and wait for it. Since I get to watch this show almost everyday I can’t help but have crushes! Hehe :)

Here are my crushes in order ;)

1.) Carmine Giovinazzo - From CSI: NY; plays the character Danny Messer. I don’t know what it is about him but I really like how he looks - rugged/bad boy image but when you see him in character he’s such a nice guy! *Sigh* Oh and I looove his ‘eyebrows knit together’ look. And he seems really passionate when he’s doing his role as Danny - like he’s always heated up when he has discussions with other characters.

 

2.) Eddie Cahill - From CSI: NY; plays the character Detective Donald “Don” Flack, Jr. He’s the boy-next-door type but has a ‘dark/bad boy’ side to him - it seems that I have a liking for bad boys, haha! But he is drop dead gorgeous! I like how he looks when he’s serious but look how cute he is when he’s smiling. ;)

3.) George Eads - From CSI; plays the character Nick Stokes. This guy grew on me. I didn’t find him handsome at first but as I got to see him in every episode I started to realize that he’s good looking after all. Kinda like a boy next door type also. I’m thinking he was the kind jock during highschool & college; he’s a popular kid but at the same time he would volunteer to build houses for the poor during his free time - haha, my imagination see how far it goes!

 

 

Star Wars accdng to a 3 year old March 5, 2008

Filed under: Blah, Review — eternally pink @ 10:17 am

I found this YouTube link from my cousin’s review page in her Multiply. The kid is sooo cute & adorable. The video was obviously edited at the start but the latter part was not anymore which was where the kid did all the (cute) talking anyway.

Enjoy!ü

 

Vantage Point March 2, 2008

Filed under: Movies, Review — eternally pink @ 6:11 am

BF, bestfriend C, our close college friend (also an officemate) G and I watched Vantage Point at Eastwood last night. We caught the 10:30pm screening - and we got there 10:35pm. On a side note, I’m a stickler for things like this; if something is starting at a particular time I want to be there either at least 5-10minutes early or just in time for the movie, program or whatever to start.

Anyway, I’ve heard of the movie in the Oscars and I know a little of the plot when it was being awarded but I totally forgot what the movie was all about so I was kinda pissed that we missed the start - which is where most pivotal scenes in the middle of the movie come from. And then as we were watching the movie I realized on the first flashback how the movie was made. The ‘tagline’ of the movie is 8 Strangers 8 Points of View 1 Truth; literally there are 8 strangers and the story is ‘told’ by showing how these people see the ‘main event’ (don’t really want too much spoilers ;) ). On the 3rd stranger people were laughing as the movie was being shown like it was ‘rewinding’. I was on the edge of my seat! The movie is sooo good and when we met our other friends for drinks after I was telling them to watch the movie! It was so action packed! And every time a (significant) stranger realizes or discovers something important his/her part stops and it goes back to a particular point in the movie and starts again so I was thinking “What did he see?!”, haha, it was a bit suspenseful.

After all the points of view of these different (significant) stranger, wherever their particular scene left off , it came together in one huge scene! And then you start to discover what they saw earlier and everything falls into place. Oh this movie is goood. ;) Two thumbs up! Very, very good. Here’s a synopsis of the film I got from IMDB:

President Ashton (William Hurt) is attending a global war on terror summit in Spain. Thomas Barnes (Dennis Quaid) and Kent Taylor (Matthew Fox) are two of the Secret Service agents assigned to protect him. This is the first action that Agent Barnes has been in since he took a bullet for President Ashton six months earlier. We really dont know if Agent Barnes is up to the challenge of protecting the President. Shortly after President Ashton is escorted to the stage in the plaza by the Secret Service, he is immediately shot twice by a rifle from a window and falls to the floor. The crowd is in shock and chaos breaks out all over, especially, when bombs begin to explode. Howard Lewis (Forest Whitaker) is an American video-taping the event to show to his children that he was actually there at this historic event. He believes that he has the picture of the man who shot the President. Agent Barnes sees the tape and has a clue to that person. Several different people witness the event, and only through their eyes do we see the truth behind the assassination attempt.

 

Sing Along 04 February 24, 2008

Filed under: Sing Along — eternally pink @ 10:26 am
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Here’s another one. ;) Enjoy!

Love Song by Sara Bareilles

Head under water
And you tell me to breathe easy for a while
Breathing gets harder, even I know that
You made room for me but it’s too soon to see
If I’m happy in your hands

I’m unusually hard to hold on to
Blank stares at blank pages
No easy way to say this
You mean well, but you make this hard on me

I’m not gonna write you a love song
‘Cause you asked for it
‘Cause you need one, you see
I’m not gonna write you a love song
‘Cause you tell me it’s
Make or breaking this
If you’re on your way
I’m not gonna write you to stay
If all you have is leaving I’m gonna need a better
Reason to write you a love song today

I learned the hard way
That they all say things you want to hear
And my heavy heart sinks deep down under you and
Your twisted words,
Your help just hurts
You are not what I thought you were
Hello to high and dry
Convinced me to please you
Made me think that I need this too
I’m trying to let you hear me as I am

I’m not gonna write you a love song
‘Cause you asked for it
‘Cause you need one, you see
I’m not gonna write you a love song
‘Cause you tell me it’s
Make or breaking this
If you’re on your way
I’m not gonna write you to stay
If all you have is leaving I’m gonna need a better
Reason to write you a love song today

Promise me that you’ll leave the light on
To help me see with daylight, my guide, gone
‘Cause I believe there’s a way you can love me
Because I say
I won’t write you a love song
‘Cause you asked for it
‘Cause you need one, you see

I’m not gonna write you a love song
‘Cause you asked for it
‘Cause you need one, you see
I’m not gonna write you a love song
‘Cause you tell me it’s
Make or breaking this
If you’re on your way
I’m not gonna write you to stay
If your heart is nowhere in it
I don’t want it for a minute
Babe, I’ll walk the seven seas when I believe that
There’s a reason to
Write you a love song today

 

Sing Along 03 February 24, 2008

Filed under: Sing Along — eternally pink @ 9:57 am
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One of the songs that I like lately. :)

Bleeding Love by Leona Lewis


Closed off from love
I didn’t need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you’re frozen

But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone’s looking round
Thinking I’m going crazy

But I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling

But nothing’s greater
Than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I’m going crazy, maybe, maybe

But I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

And it’s draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I’ll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see

I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love

 

Boracay (Feb 2008) February 24, 2008

Filed under: Me Me ME — eternally pink @ 9:31 am

Shot by me (we were at Jonah's)I went back to Boracay last February. It was a much needed R & R for everyone! We were there February 9 (Saturday) - 14 (Thursday)! That was my longest stay ever on the island. We were able to stay there that long because daddy followed on Monday (February 11). We went back to Boracay because daddy’s sister, husband & my cousin visited from Sydney. And it was my uncle’s 50th birthday - he’s the uncle that’s living in Boracay, he’s a diving instructor. I can’t really give a blow by blow account of what we did for every single day because, you know me, I’m such a Dory (from Finding Nemo). During the weekend our friend, R, was w/ BF and I in our resort. The we separated Monday - he moved in w/ his GF in another resort and BF and I moved in with daddy. There was just one thing that pissed me off the whole trip - my camera acted up! It would only take bright white shots during the day! But night shots are just fine. Grrr.. We tried setting up everything to Automatic, it still won’t take decent day shots then we tried to setup stuff manually, still the same. Good thing my uncle had a memory card reader and everyone was given copies of everyone’s pictures. :) Anyway, here are some of the highlights of our trip. :)

Jonah's Fruit Shakes, BoracayWhen in Boracay, you should always go to Jonah’s and have their shakes. They’re so creamy and full of flavor! My personal favorites are the Choco-Banana and Strawberry shakes. BF’s favorite is the Choco-Banana-Peanut shake. This, I’m sure, we had our first day in Boracay. We walked from d Mall to Jonah’s (just to wBF's Choco-Banana-Peanut (foreground) & my Choco-Banana Shakeork up our thirst) and had shakes. BF’s manager from work (who is a very good friend of ours) was also in Boracay for the weekend with his semi-girlfriend (we really don’t know their status). She treated us to shakes and a pizza. After our shakes we walked some more and found a manong putting up his barbecue stall already (once 4pm strikes these bbq stalls pop up like mushrooms). I had a hotdog while they had isaw (chicken intestines) and pusit (dried squid). I also eat these but I opted for the hotdog instead. After this, we decided to head back in our own hotels to rest & freshen up for dinner - manager invited us to dinner, his treat. ;)

Gasthof, BoracayDinner that day (Saturday) was at Gasthof. It’s located in D Mall and they’re famous for their ribs. But when we placed our orders they ran out of ribs, imagine! We chose to eat there because of that! :( But since it was the dinner rush already and it was full everywhere, we already had a table, so we just opted to stay and have dinner there. We just had Inihaw na Liempo, Sinigang na Hipon, and Chopseuy. Then manager approached the bbq station again and lo and behold, they ribs again! Haha so he ordered 1 whole slab which we just had as pica pica since we were almost finished with dinner already. It was really yummy. :)

During the day BF and I spent time together. We would usually meet up Aria restaurant, Boracaywith daddy and my titos (uncles) and titas (aunts) for midmorning or after lunch sunbathing and swimming sessions and during happy hour, around 4:30-5:30pm. BF and I would eat a heavy breakfast and just eat again like no tomorrow at night, hehe. :) For 2 consecutive days we had breaMy Caramel Macchiato & Fresh Mango Juice @ Aria, Boracaykfast at Aria in D Mall. It’s an Italian restaurant known for their pizza & pastas. Cafe Del Sol, which is right across from Aria, is also owned by whoever owns Aria. For 2 mornings I had Boneless Bangus (milkfish) - the first day I found it really, really delicious so I had to order it again the next day. My breakfast comes with 1 egg (scrambled for me, of course), Atchara (pickled something), coffee or juice (which I upgraded to a fresh one - yummy!), and fresh mango. Our first breakfast there, BF had a Spanish Omelette which he didn’t finish because it was as huge as the plate (believe me, the plate was huge!) but on our second breakfast there he had the Tenderloin Tapa instead - which came with the same stuff as my order. We ordered coffee separately and had fresh juice with our breakfast - I had fresh mango juice while BF had fresh orange juice.

My uncle (the bday boy) cutting up the drunken chickensTuesday - We celebrated my uncle’s Chingkay w/ the wigbirthday. 2 more uncles from Ilo Ilo (our province) came over for dinner. We had Drunken Chicken (by my uncle’s girlfriend), Eggplant with Olive Oil & Balsamic Vinegar (also by the same girlfriend), Grilled Fish (not sure what kind but it was huge & yummy), Grilled Stuffed Squid and Grilled Porkchops (all grilled by the birthday boy), we also had sliced green mangoCoconut w/ wig!, beer, wine Chicken w/ wig(red & white) and Coke. :) My other cousin (wasn’t able to come home) gave my uncle a “Dickhead” shirt, haha, my uncle is bald already so it was such a ‘right on’ shirt! Hahaha then my other cousin (the one w/ us) gave my uncle a red, white & blue wig - she got it in Sydney for Australia day and thought about my uncle right away so she brought it with her. It was so funny! Then everyone had to have their picture taken with the wig with their funny faces on! Even the dog and chicken wasn’t able to get out of it! Heck, even the coconut had a picture with the wig! Hahaha! :D It was such a fun-filled night. :)

Wednesday, February 13, 2008 - This is a day in the whole trip I will never forget! I went scuba Fishdiving for the first time in my 25 years of life! It was such a nerve-wracking but exciting experience! First things first, I’m hella scared of open waters; I always think that something will just pull me down from underneath. We watch an introduction to diving video first then we geared up. Putting on the wet suit is hell! It was so hard! Pulling and tugging and pulling and tugging some more! But after everything is zipped up, it was pretty cool, haha! Now, we had to do the skills practice - how to breathe thru the regulator, how to remove water in your mask if you’re 30 feet underwater, how to remove water if you swallowed some if you remove your regulator and the like. This is done just by the shore, there would be a floating buoy near us saying “Diver’s Below” - wow! Hehe :) We were just practicing breathing when I started hyperventilating! I was asked to step aL and yours truly - I'm A-Ok!!! Hehe..way from the group! Haha I even to be on a separate class (remedial, perhaps?)! My uncle had an assistant, L who helped me out - he would be my personal lifesaver! (And my cousin & I found him cute, in a rugged, bad boy sorta way ;)) He would make ‘inhale, exhale’ hand gestures to me under the water to help me breathe normally - I was breathing way too fast. Sound was multiplied ten times underneath so it scared me even more to hear myself breathing that way. Oh, and did I mention I was also claustrophobic? Ay yay yay, recipe for disaster! So skills practice was done so we went up to the dive shop again to put our tanks in a push cart then we walked to the speed boat. I was able to regulate my breathing as this point. Everyone in our [diving] group (me, my cousin, daddy, my 2 uncles plus L) thought I wouldn’t be able to go down. I was thinking the same thing too, actually. And then we had to go down the water doing thDaddye ‘flip thing’! Aaagh! It was so funny because I was all geared up and ready to flip so my uncle was in front of me pushing me! Haha and I was not falling! I was holding on to dear life! Until I just flipped on my own (it was fun!). Then I started breathing really fast again - imagine this is the open ocean already! So L was beside me again and doing the inhale, exhale hand signal again. He was so good actually, that I didn’t notice that he was slowly bringing me down already (nice one, L!). At this point, I was still so concentrated on my breathing that I wasn’t appreciating the view yet. :P I was holding on to L with 2 hands! Haha I looked stupid, I’m sure. Then he let go 1 of my hands and I started ‘feeling’ the water. Then we swam a bit and he took me so near the coral that I started swimming away from it! Haha I wasn’t ready to touch stuff yet! And then I found Nemo, hehe that was really fun! And I think it was at this point that I started enjoying the dive. It was so monumentMy uncle & a starfish!al! And then L let go of my other hand and just held my vest. I felt so free! Haha but I did look at him every once in a while to check if he was still holding my vest! ;) There was a ‘clearing’ on the sea floor where my uncle called everyone to have our group picture taken. My cousin and I were kneeling down while daddy & 1 uncle was behind then our other uncle (the instructor) laid down in front of us while L took our photos. Once we were back on the speed boat, I wanted to cry! Haha never in my entire life would I have experienced this! I wouldn’t have had the guts to try it out on a whim! My cousin was afraid of the sea too so she convincing me to dive was one of the reasons. And BF also told me that diving is expensive so just grab the opportunity to dive for free! Hahaha! I’m so proud of myself! Wootwoot! :D

This trip to Boracay was my best yet. I had so much fun plus I got to bond with my cousin, again! I’m so excited about our Grand family reunion in 2010! :)

 

Nintendo Wii February 18, 2008

Filed under: Diet, Me Me ME, Review — eternally pink @ 2:15 pm

I am addicted! Haha, it is sooo fun! My mom got my brother one for Christmas (2007) and we’ve all been playing non stop ever since. It’s a fun way of exercising since it’s a really physical game. My mom told me that if she knew that it’s just a Wii that would make get up and sweat, she should have bought one when it first came out. Haha!

BF and I asked around in Greenhills how much it would take for them to convert the Wii (convert it so that it can play pirated games - bad!) and it would cost P4,000! Told mom about it and decided that she’ll just buy original games in the States - good! ;) And original games are cheaper in the US (around $20) compared to buying them here (around Php2,000) which are triple the US prices.

I’m so excited to buy the extra ‘gadgets’ and I’m so eager to try the other games as well. :)

 

Holidays 2007 January 2, 2008

Filed under: Me Me ME — eternally pink @ 12:23 pm

For the family, Christmas this year was not as joyous as past Christmases. 2 of the youngest siblings were hospitalized on the 24th. The youngest started vomiting around 10pm of the 23rd and was still vomiting up until early morning of the 24th. Mommy woke me up around 4:30am because my brother’s hands were cramping already and mommy was so scared already. We brought him to the ER of Medical Center Parañaque; the cramping, we were told, was due to the lack of electrolytes, sodium, calcium, salts, etc. He was so dehydrated already. He was given a shot of Paracetamol since he couldn’t drink anymore and was under observation until around 7:30am. We were prescribed Glucolyte to rehydrate him. This was in powder form to be mixed with 250ml of water and drank slowly. We were advised to start giving him the solution at 8am and if by 12nn he can keep it down he can start eating. But he’s to be on a strict soft diet. He was able to finish 1 glass but by 12:20pm he threw up everything again. We were advised to bring him back to the hospital if this happens because he’ll have to be rehydrated through IV already. By 4pm that afternoon he was in a room already. My sister (2nd) was still at home and we called her up to have bring some clothes to the hospital. My other sister (3rd) was already sick for 2 days, I asked sister #2 to take her (#3) temperature - it was at 39 degrees already so mom said to bring sister #3 with her to the hospital already. By 7:30pm they were both admitted already. Good thing the room was spacious enough to fit 2 hospital beds (and one small padded bench in the middle for mom). At the very least, mommy can look over the both of them without the hassle of going in and out of 2 rooms.  After some tests, brother was diagnosed with UTI (Urinary Track Infection) which triggered his Asthma. Sister #3 was being suspected of Dengue already. Her blood was being tested every so and so hours. I’m sure that was painful. After a few days, since brother’s fever was going up & down also, he was suspected of Dengue too. This was the most stressful and nerve wracking wait of my life. Dengue is such a deadly disease! Good thing they were both cleared of the disease and was given the “may go home” status by the doctor.

Now, New Year was way better than Christmas. Simply because no one was in the hospital anymore and we spent the turn of the year in our new house. The only sad part was Daddy still wasn’t with us. Yes, new house! We’re moving! :) Still in BF Homes but it’s a bigger house - same number of rooms though but the rooms in the new house are way bigger. And the land area too! It’s a tradition (here in the Philippines anyway) that when you start transferring stuff to a new house you have to start with some necessary stuff. Like sugar, oil, salt, rice, image of the Holy Family, etc. We were there around 11:30pm of December 31 and brought those stuff in. It is said that if you bring these stuff in your house will be abundant with these. With regard to the Holy Family, that your house will be blessed and looked after. We have very nice neighbors (in front). Well, she’s the broker of the house so mom knew her already. But after midnight, we were invited over for a snack. We’ll probably start moving by the 2nd or 3rd week of January.

I have so much to be thankful for for the past 2007 that I don’t know where to start. So I’ll just pray and be thankful for all that happened to me - may it be good or bad.

Happy New Year everyone! Cheers to 2008! :D

I was trying to find a good video of Auld Lang Syne because I really like that song and New Year’s won’t be complete if I don’t listen to it - but I can’t find a decent one! Oh well, next time. :)

 

Exchange Gifts! December 18, 2007

Filed under: Us — eternally pink @ 1:47 pm
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BF and I bought our gifts for each other last Sunday (Dec 17). I already told him what I’ll give him; we actually talked about it already. If you would recall, he bought a Vespa recently so kinda no-brainer for me that I’d give him something for it. And that I did. :) I gave him a Givi Box (compartment for scooters). Now, his gift for me is a different thing. I’m so easy to please and anything pink or Hello Kitty would be great already. But what I got as a gift was so nice and pretty and pink AND Hello Kitty!!! Haha BF gave me Hello Kitty seat covers! My ride is so pimpin’! Haha! :D When we bought it, I also saw rubber mats (still for the car) and I paid for that already. But I saw little thingamajigs in the store also and bought a few. Hehe I was so lucky because they had an HK iPod cover and what do you know, it was for a Nano and what’s my iPod? A Nano! The gods have blessed me! :D After the seats got replaced with the HK covers I was so giddy driving home I was giggling by myself! I can’t put into words how happy I am with my gift! :D

I’ll just show you the pictures. :D


My Hello Kitty seat covers in all its glory. :)


View of the inside - it comes with steering wheel, shift and handbreak covers! Look at my car mats too! :D


Car mats up close.


Backseat cover! Niiice noh? :D

Hello Kitty iPod Nano cover

My Nano snug & comfy. :)


BF’s Givi box :)

 

A Long Walk Home December 14, 2007

Filed under: Inspiration, Me Me ME — eternally pink @ 8:06 am

This is probably the story that touched me the most. Made me cry the most. Everyone passes through this stage of rebellion against one’s parents and I, for one, am guilty of this. I snuck out or I told them I was doing a project at a classmate’s house when we were just hanging out (which is really just hanging out). These little snippets of “withheld information” all accumulate to guilt. Whether the truth was discovered or not when you see your mom coming home from her flight all tired but she still manages to be cheerful and even have something for each child, it’s that guilt you’re feeling, it eats you up inside. Or when daddy comes home after several months and all he hears is bickering and shouting. How you deeply wished that you didn’t tell them that you just hung out in school and not spent the extra hour “doing projects”. As we grow old, these snippets of lies turn into more serious stuff. You’re not just over at a classmate’s house for the afternoon; you’re even there until the next day. Sometimes you do have projects but other times you’re there to drink and be cool. I can go on and on and on with all of these “activities” but I’ll just let this story do the telling.


A Long Walk Home
by Jason Bocarro

 

          I grew up in the south of Spain in a little community called Estepona. I was 16 when one morning, my father told me I could drive him into a remote village called Mijas, about 18 miles away, on the condition that I take the car in to be serviced at a nearby garage. Having just learned to drive, and hardly ever having the opportunity to use the car, I readily accepted. I drove dad into MIjas and promised to pick him up by 4 pm, then drove to a nearby garage and dropped off the car. Because I had a few hours to spare, I decided to catch a couple of movies at a theater near the garage. However, I became so immersed in the films that I completely lost track of time. When the last movie had finished, I looked down at my watch. It was six o’ clock. I was two hours late!

 

I knew Dad would be angry if he found out I’d been watching movies. He’d never let me drive again. I decided to tell him that the car needed some repairs and that they had taken longer than had been expected. I drove up to the place where we had planned to meet and saw Dad waiting patiently on the corner. I apologized for being late and told him that I’d come as quickly as I could, but the car had needed some major repairs. I’ll never forget the look he gave me.

 

“I’m disappointed that you feel you have to lie to me, Jason.”

 

“What do you mean? I’m telling the truth.”

 

Dad looked at me again. “When you did not show up, I called the garage to ask if there were any problems, and they told me that you had not yet picked up the car. So you see, I know there were no problems with the car.” A rush of guilt ran through me as I feebly confessed to my trip to the movie theater and the real reason for my tardiness. Dad listened intently as a sadness passed through him.

 

“I’m angry, not with you but with myself. You see, I realize that I have failed as a father if after all these years you feel that you have to lie to me. I have failed because I have brought up a son who cannot even tell the truth to his own father. I’m going to walk home now and contemplate where I have gone wrong all these years.”

 

“But Dad, it’s 18 miles to home. It’s dark. You can’t walk home.”

 

My protests, my apologies and the rest of my utterances were useless. I had let my father down, and I was about to learn one of the most painful lessons of my life. Dad began walking along the dusty roads. I quickly jumped in the car and followed behind, hoping he would relent. I pleaded all the way, telling him how sorry I was, but he simply ignored me, continuing on silently, thoughtfully and painfully. For 18 miles I drove behind him, averaging about 5 miles per hour.

 

Seeing my father in so much physical and emotional pain was the most distressing and painful experience that I have ever faced. However, it was also the most successful lesson. I have never lied to him since.